Of Fancy Words Like Chardonnay, Superflous and Anchovies

Fighting a constant battle with narcissism which I seem to be losing. Can't find t middle ground to stand on. It's either self assured narcissism or self deprecatory disappointment. I think I'll only find the middle ground if I socialize more. Need to meet more people to actually find my place in this world. 

A future of a possible failure; hope and big dreams, that, if fulfilled, would make me weep tears of joy. It would just be so perfect. 

Day 333: Can't stop having my affair with Mr. Monty. He's just too damn interesting. WAY MORE interesting that my real life.

Will recommend Come Undone for anyone who is willing to float in the skies of flowing smooth music. That's how its done you modern pop hip shits.